urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lalalovey0u You'll.find.us.rolling.on.the.dirty.floor ashlee 2006-08-24T13:24:52Z urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lalalovey0u:17623 2006-08-24T13:24:52Z 2006-08-24T13:24:52Z felix da housecat-sinnerman have not updated in awhile!!<br />no one cares too much, for those who haven't seen me i have blonde a lot shorter hair. I do things I never thought I would do. I now work at hot topic and may get a job at purple east.I will hopefully be attending douglas J in october! yeee! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lalalovey0u:17173 2006-02-14T21:31:56Z 2006-02-14T21:31:56Z newwww hair<br /><br /><a href="http://photobucket.com" target="_blank"><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v60/ashleeismyname/scene.jpg" border="0" alt="Image hosting by Photobucket"></a> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lalalovey0u:16998 2006-02-11T14:54:39Z 2006-02-11T14:54:39Z armor for sleep-basement ghost singing I found a freckle on the side of my face today that i have never noticed before..<br />I decided I didn't like it officially. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lalalovey0u:16738 2006-02-08T21:59:25Z 2006-02-08T21:59:25Z norma jean eating a gigantic pickle...<br />wearing a mini skirt..<br />and the best t-shirt ever..<br />about to dye my hair all crazy like..<br />today is good. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lalalovey0u:16609 2006-02-08T21:58:26Z 2006-02-08T21:58:26Z eating a gigantic pickle...<br />wearing a mini skirt..<br />and the best t-shirt ever..<br />about to dye my hair all crazy like..<br />today is good. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lalalovey0u:16377 2006-01-05T14:35:48Z 2006-01-05T14:35:48Z dripping of some sort? wow haven't been on this in forever.. <br />guess it is pretty lame but hey when your bored like me still up at 9:29 am and still not tired what else is there for you to do?<br />Yeah... update your live journal.<br /><br />Well let me tell you what i have been up to lately, I recently got an apartment with my bestfriend Bee Jay, I got my heartbroken, I have no job (your asking me "how does she pay rent?" right? good question) I have been trying to occupy myself with adventurous, artsy, decorative,things so i wont think of the boy that broke my heart, Yeah i know how lame right? yeah I have nothing much to say really...<br />oh yeah who wants to bbe my new boyfriend? ha any takers? come on...<br />Okay let me know ha.<br />Fuck I am lame.<br /><br /><br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v60/ashleeismyname/halsey_this_is_becoming_a_pattern.jpg" /> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lalalovey0u:15949 2005-10-18T19:56:17Z 2005-10-18T19:56:17Z <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v60/ashleeismyname/DSC04632.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"><br /><br />I dyed my hair black<br />so I can be Bettie Page for halloween<br /><img src="http://www.bettiepage.com/images/photos/lingerie/lingerie13.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"> urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lalalovey0u:15643 2005-08-30T02:44:07Z 2005-08-30T02:44:07Z Elliott Smith wow haven't written in this thing in a long while..<br />I really don't know what to say quite yet. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lalalovey0u:15400 2005-02-20T21:12:47Z 2005-02-20T21:12:47Z <img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v60/ashleeismyname/DSC04303.jpg"><br /> Best Picture ever! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lalalovey0u:15337 2005-02-20T17:03:43Z 2005-02-20T17:03:43Z Mars Volta I had an urge to update to tell you all this..<br />I have a boyfriend. <br />mmm fucking hmmm urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lalalovey0u:15036 2005-01-12T17:11:05Z 2005-01-12T17:11:05Z radiohead I hate this place..This home, this school, this life.<br />Sadness has come over me once again, This time i really have no reason. It's a feeling where you know something is wrong but you do not know what it is.<br />So this saturday i have work off.. sweet. You know what i will be doing don't you? if you guessed sleeping you are precisely right... I have nothing better to do. If you want to do something with me ask me. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lalalovey0u:14704 2005-01-08T03:57:14Z 2005-01-08T03:57:14Z annihilation-apc I think I cracked. I had it with T.J Maxx... I am getting a new job and then immediatly quiting. I hate it and loath it with the deepest passion of my heart. <br />After graduation I am moving far far away from here with my mom for a little bit. We may move out of state most likely flordia. SWEET. I am ready to be done with grand rapids and all its people except my friends. I would miss them but I will visit. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lalalovey0u:14588 2005-01-06T20:27:42Z 2005-01-06T20:27:42Z Imagine- A perfect circle I don't like my live journal anymore<br />but i decided to post anyways...<br />I haven't been doing much lately. I have been sleeping my life away it seems but Its kind of nice to rest for awhile instead of always being somewhere. I am always tired and I don't really know why.<br />My brothers birthday is this sunday he would have been 13! a damn teenager. God, do I miss him, He brought alot of happiness and humor to my life. It will be two years since his death on January 21st :(. I want to buy the new APC cd because I love it! The song imagine is stuck in my head right now. Ithink i will post the lyrics and that will conclude my entry:<br /><br />Imagine there's no heaven,<br />It's easy if you try,<br />No hell below us,<br />Above us only sky,<br />Imagine all the people<br />living for today...<br /><br />Imagine there's no countries,<br />It isnt hard to do,<br />Nothing to kill or die for,<br />No religion too,<br />Imagine all the people<br />living life in peace...<br /><br />You may say Im a dreamer,<br />but Im not the only one,<br />I hope some day you'll join us,<br />And the world will live as one.<br /><br />(Imagine all the people sharing all the world)<br /><br />Imagine no possesions,<br />I wonder if you can,<br />No need for greed or hunger,<br />A brotherhood of man,<br />Imagine all the people<br />Sharing all the world...<br /><br />You may say Im a dreamer,<br />but Im not the only one,<br />I hope some day you'll join us,<br />And the world will live as one. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lalalovey0u:14292 2004-12-30T01:11:16Z 2004-12-30T01:11:16Z If you love someone set them free... urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lalalovey0u:13729 2004-12-19T17:15:53Z 2004-12-19T17:15:53Z I admire aLLies beauty.<br />I wish we were still best friends.<br />I am happy that she is happy though.<br />but i still miss her.<br /><br />I miss beth and all her cheerfulness.<br />Shes has so much beauty and she makes me happy.<br />I love when we get together because we just do crazy shit without worrying.<br />I LOVE YOU BETH.<br />I miss you more. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lalalovey0u:13280 2004-12-14T17:45:25Z 2004-12-14T17:45:25Z deleting this journal. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lalalovey0u:12986 2004-12-08T15:53:52Z 2004-12-08T15:53:52Z tool-stinkfist I just had to post this song.<br /><br />Something has to change.<br />Un-deniable dilemma.<br />Boredom’s not a burden<br />Anyone should bear.<br /><br />Constant over stimulation numbs me<br />But I wouldn’t want you<br />Any other way.<br /><br />Just, not enough.<br />I need more.<br />Nothing seems to satisfy.<br />I said, I don’t want it.<br />I just need it.<br />To breathe, to feel, to know I’m alive.<br /><br />Finger deep within the borderline.<br />Show me that you love me and that we belong together.<br />Relax, turn around and take my hand.<br /><br />I can help you change<br />Tired moments into pleasure.<br />Say the word and we’ll be<br />Well upon our way.<br /><br />Blend and balance<br />Pain and comfort<br />Deep within you<br />Till you will not want me any other way.<br /><br />But, it’s not enough.<br />I need more.<br />Nothing seems to satisfy.<br />I said, I don’t want it.<br />I just need it.<br />To breathe, to feel, to know I’m alive.<br /><br />Knuckle deep inside the borderline.<br />This may hurt a little but it’s something you’ll get used to.<br />Relax. slip away.<br /><br />Something kinda sad about<br />The way that things have come to be.<br />Desensitized to everything.<br />What became of subtlety? <br /><br />How can it mean anything to me<br />If I really don’t feel anything at all? <br /><br />I’ll keep digging till,<br />I feel something.<br /><br />Elbow deep inside the borderline.<br />Show me that you love me and that we belong together.<br />Shoulder deep within the borderline.<br />Relax. turn around and take my hand. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lalalovey0u:12798 2004-12-02T15:20:35Z 2004-12-02T15:20:35Z i feel so empty urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lalalovey0u:12200 2004-11-23T03:36:42Z 2004-11-23T03:36:42Z sonic youth-kissability looking in the mirror each day<br />holding on to an image that will never fade<br />"this is me" she said <br />with her voice quivering and tears streaming down her face<br />" and I will never be beautiful in your eyes, I will never be beautiful in their eyes and I will never be beautiful in my eyes."<br />I'm sorry. Forgive me.<br />-ashlee urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lalalovey0u:11462 2004-11-13T17:45:02Z 2004-11-13T17:45:02Z I am sooo stoked for the pixies tonight!!! ahhhhhh! urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lalalovey0u:11149 2004-11-06T03:50:25Z 2004-11-06T03:50:25Z spit for athena-sex without love good news:<br />The pixies are next weekend.<br />Jason's birthday is today (he's 20). HAPPY BIRTHDAY JAY!<br />I got paid today.<br />I got two spit for athena CDS!<br />Bad news:<br />I don't know if Colin still wants to goto the pixies with me.<br />If he can't go I am fucked.<br />I feel like shit.<br />school sucked.<br />My computer is a piece of shit.<br />I bought flowers for my Hippie grandma and i can't even give them to her :(<br />I have to work tomorrow night and miss the offbeats. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lalalovey0u:10462 2004-10-28T00:58:46Z 2004-10-28T00:58:46Z Dear Live Journal,<br />I complained to my mom about the shit going on in my life and she replied, "sounds like a country song".<br />great, my life is one big annoying country song.<br />on another note..<br />I have to goto the doctors again tomorrow. When will it end?!?!<br />also, I am dying my hair blonde tomorrow, frightning?? yes.<br />THe end.<br />Love always,<br />AshLee urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lalalovey0u:10154 2004-10-26T19:46:43Z 2004-10-26T19:49:46Z From the edge of the deep green sea I have tonsilitus...<br />blah.<br />Ian told me to post pictures... so I did.<br /><a name="cutid1"></a><br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v60/ashleeismyname/DSC04005.jpg"><br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v60/ashleeismyname/DSC04002.jpg"><br /><img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v60/ashleeismyname/DSC03986.jpg"><br />thats it.. nothing special.<br />yoni=vagina. Look it up in the dictionary. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lalalovey0u:9314 2004-10-16T05:23:36Z 2004-10-16T05:23:36Z So I thought I had tickets to the pixies, but that person lied to me sooo I just paid 200 dollars for two tickets. <br />damn. urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:lalalovey0u:9189 2004-10-09T04:34:25Z 2004-10-09T04:34:25Z East River Pipe-Prettiest Whore. I need to control my rage.<br />Today I got pissed and threw my phone at Ryan's Windshield.<br />Guess what...<br />I cracked his windshield.<br />Also today, I went and seen the funniest movie and it was all about sex addiction. Ya gotta love sexxxxxxxx and the UICA.